my battle

lying here in the darkness 

of my own depression. 

looking for the answers

to one of life's toughest question.

why is life a consent battle

a never ending fight to go on

is it really worth all the suffering

to remain in this world alive

the only reason i stay

is to save the ones i love

for i fear they will not survive 

if i were to leave and watch from above

but how much more can i take 

how much heartache can i endure

for the disease i suffer from

there is no help, no cure

no matter now things become

some how each day they get worse

i cant continue to live like this

why is my life such a curse

i fell so lost and alone

so empty inside

although i continue to live

long ago deep down, i died

Reviews

[The Rock And Roll Cowbo..]

The only answer I can give is life's struggles help us appreciate the good things we do achieve... and the fact you live for those you love makes you a winner... this is very dark but with cracks of light showing there is a brighter side.

[Aradie Rain]

I believe we all feel this way. Somtimes the pain gets too hard to bare, but we perue happiness still. We are human, it is what makes us human. Not intellegance, or our capability to organize and communicate. Its our ability to pursue life even when life gives up on us. We continue to survive.

This was a very good way to say what everyone is thinking.

~Aradie