when

when he says i love you
on the phone its like he
thinks i cant hear that
he that he dont mean it.
but i hear it and then i
realize that the reason
he never fought to keep
me was because he never
loved me. he just wanted
to get as far as he could
for as long as he could.
i left him so long ago but i
still remember how i felt he
held me and how it felt wen
he meant i love you. but i
know need to get over him
but that is that second
hardest thing i have to do
right now the first is moving
farther from my boyfriend
he says i love you and i can
hear in his voice that he
means it. and i know he hears
that i mean it when i say i
love you.