04 - Peace and Calming Sea

 In this moment, I no longer feel the pain in my chest. I prayed for the pain to be gone, and it did. From this moment on, I am missing you with peace and calming sea. I am getting used to the world without you, without having you to be there for me, to be there when I need. I am getting used to the world that I am back by myself again. I am not alone, I am just no longer having to share it with you. Things that were only noticed and reminded about you shall rest its peace, no longer sending out a message just because there is something that reminded me how you were once in my life. 

Therefore, I admit, I really miss how things used to be, But I can also admit, that I’ve accepted the facts that things have changed. 

-- 

what am I gonna do? although you didn’t give up on the friendship, but because I don know what this friendship is to you anymore, I feel like I am giving it up, as days goes by, the more I no longer need your company, the more we are distant and the more you are just a friend, the primary level of a friend. I won’t named you, acquittance, cause it not in my dictionary. I thank god, thank him for stopping my pain, but as for you, I no longer what position to put you at. as much as I think you are confused too. 

Author's Note

I kinda needed advises on this, Its tricky situation
what am i gonna do?

Reviews

[Daniel Seward]

You obviously care about the person you are writing about. And you have interesting thoughts about him and missing him.
You can get more mileage out of your writing by giving concrete examples of meaningful events you had with your friend such as quoting some things he says that support what you are saying about him. Did he ever say what you mean to him? Was there something he did that illustrates how kind or thoughtful or wonderful a person he is.
Giving concrete examples of him will liven up and in a way prove how much he is missed. Otherwise we just have your say so that he was a worthy friend and that he was missed.
Keep writing,
Dan