LAST NIGHT

A Poem by jasminwynn

Last Night,

i heard em say..
"Anything that u want .Do u not get it all?
When I need Him .. does he not pick up the phone when i call ?
He said... it aint about the games
He's In love and compared 2 me all the others are jus lames
Last night, I listened to him tell me
He wasnt the man that he was before
That all his hustlin ways and women chasing days didnt matter anymore
He told me i was the reason he lived
Last night I understood him when he said he wanted to thank me
for allowing him 2 love me ...
And because of my response to him pouring out his soul
Last Night by the phone i witnessed That Man cry...
i close my eyes and listened as between sobs he constantly asked me Why ?
For some reason i told him the absolute truth
Not even one white lie
I said i wasnt in love now
As if the feelings the feelings had jus washed away somehow
Last night, He listened as his heart broke and their was nothing he could say or do
No let's work it out's , or baby i love yous could fix it and i left that man feeling blue
He went from blaming me to blaming his self
Questions he asked had no answers
No matter what he said i jus remained speechless
i heard his heart weaken every second and every minute i heard a piece hit the floor
until it finally tore
for hours and hours we just held the phone
Last night was long and today was cold
and it jus felt like bad dream had been retold
Txt messages crowded my phone
He said he didnt sleep at all last night
and he couldnt get that convo out of his mind
So i told i dont know what went wrong
He asked how could those feelings jus completely be gone
and honestly they werent because they were never
Jus like all those men i depise
...I lied
or atleast I think I lied when i said i was in love
and I think i lied when their was no place id rather be
and there was no other person that could even get close 2 me

TO BE CONTINUED .......