A friend of mine...

Don't be afriad to speak up...

My friend told me I was special, and that he loves me. I have a friend named Jermiah, and one night he called me. I said, "Hello," and we started a conversation. Till he brings up, "Why are you so down lately?" I was in shock for a few seconds and snapped out of it. Why was I sad? Or out of it? I didn't know. Highschool application been bugging me, and the point that someone I like doesn't like me back. I gave him a great excuse.

"I'm not out of it."

It didn't work as i thought it would. He told me i lieing, and should just speak up. For a minute i was wondering why i opened up to him. Yeah, hes my best friend, and everything, but why out of the blue? Then i realized, he still loves me. I told him everything. The starting point of my dreadful life, and the ending point. Books. I ran to books, when i got tired of chasing after a boy. I read in class, and became quiet. He told me, "You can have anyone you want, because you nice." I felt proud to know that i am special, and that i'm nice. During this whole year my whole lifes been completely out of it. Not knowing what to do, or who to trust. Lifes been a torn book, and i'm figuaring out the meaning. I told him, "I don't know what to do." He said, "I'm right here if you need to talk to anyone." I thanked him, and started a new conversation. From that day i still think about it, because he was actually a real friend. Someone i trust, and love.

Writing about this made me think, wow teen age life sucks. But when you think about it, it isn't. Speak it out, and dont be afraid to talk to your best friends. At the end, everyhing works out.

Author's Note

ignore grammar problems. just tell me what you think :)

Reviews

[Dea Machely]

this is really beautiful. :D