mommy whyA Poem by jazzyjayhey mommy i seen you today sweeping our front porch i came to you but you walked away like every day before. i understand you had things to do no time for me are the words you said most . no worries i still love you no matter the hurt you cost. i woke up last night scared and alone i cried out to you but i sat and waited to hear your foot steps walk in side my room i must of feel aslseep because i woke to the rising sun but its okay i understand your boyfriend come first. i fell today and bumped my head you called me stupid child i told you that my belly ached and you pushed me to the ground i cried and cried till the stars came out and yet your not by myside but i understand your friends came by you had to entertain. i went to play at the park today i had so much fun i wish you could have walked me there then the man would not have came to me and took me far away from you today i cried and cried but you must not heard the tires sreek away he held me her a couple days not feeding me just beating me and touching my special place i told him stop its hurts but he laughed and walked away. i wait and wait for you to come and take me far from him but you dont even notice that ive been gone more than 3 whole days i fell asleep today and woke up next to this man who loves and cares for me am not hurting anymore. he held me close and comforts me my tears no longer fall but its okay mommy i still think of you each and everyday the man told me i am his child and he loves me the words i longed to hear from you but you never spoke them to me oh yeah the man says youll have to explain all you did to me you let your boyfriend take me and hurt me for days i died that night alone cold and in pain the things he did i dont understand why but the man who has me now would never let anything happen the way you did his name is jesus who holds me now in heaven far away © 2011 jazzyjay |
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