Still in love

Make a wish says he.

If only I could tell you how much I
couldn't bear to
let the sand slip through my fingers,
and the embraces fade to dust.

I would have asked you to
not pack your heavy luggages that evening,
but come sit beside me,
and let the time catch up on us.
 
But my bestfriend was pride, and yours was acceptance.
They collided so furiously like unseen patterns.
I could only watch as you lifted your foot,
with untied laces that greatly resembled my mood.

It could have been easy, 3 words were all there is.
"Please don't go." Honey, I never wanted you to leave.

But my bestfriend was tugging,
and my sleeves were all torn.
I don't want to be exposed,
So i followed her wrongs.Too late.

I'll keep the doors locked tonight.
In hopes that I might someday find you.
Beneath my sheets filled with paper-thin wishes,
that you promised to fulfil every 11:11.

Dwell within my palms.