Cruel

Realizing what I lost that I never actually had

Is fate’s cruel attempt that actually made me look back

On the past that I have now come to despise

I don’t recognize myself buried under those lies

 

And it comes crashing down, just crashing down on me

I never thought I’d be that cruel, but now I can see

You should have told me to stop, you should have ran away

But instead you made it look like I was right in all my ungodly ways

 

And I took all you did, all you are for granted

I just wanted to bring back all the things that I said

I don’t know, but maybe deep inside I just wanted you to go away

‘Cause even I can’t live with myself today

 

But just like all those times when you handled me with great care

I am more fragile than ever, but you just left me out there

I never wanted you so you thought it didn’t matter if you were gone

I thought so too, until I realized that I have never felt so alone

 

And regrets do come to you only when it’s too late

Hating myself wouldn’t bring back what has already gone away

Live one day at a time, and maybe someday I’ll forget

That I tried to hold on to myself, but lost you instead

 

 

 

 

10:14 AM

April 4, 2013

 

 

 

Reviews

[Sami Khalil]

Thank you for sharing this good write...:)