Sent

I stare blankly at the ceiling, lying flat on my back
I blink the light away, but it's the strength I lack
I let go of all restraints and break down the walls
I slowly reminisce on the past year, when you let me fall through it all

I was thinking too fast, not sure where to go
But seeing you was enough for me to have hope
I desperately wanna get to you, it's far been too long
But as many times as it was proven before, I'm once again wrong

You weren't waiting like the knight I thought you'd be
You came to see how I would crumble, how I would beg for you on my knees
But your eyes seem to wonder as I remain in my stance
I have far more pride, you don't stand a chance

You thought of me as weak, tied around your little finger
But I know martial arts, and breaking hearts for that matter
You seriously thought I'd give away myself for you to hurt?
I used to doubt but from now on I'll never again question my worth

I was your trial and error, just come and go as it may seem
You won't get me either way, so keep on dreaming
I was never enough, I always thought there was something wrong with me
But now I realize that the problem is you, you don't have a heart for you to feel

I brush all these thoughts aside, as I move around my bed
The light is still blinding me, but now it's different
I look for my cell, and it blinks as it comes alive
I text goodbye to your number, and press send one last time



11.11.12
9:02 AM

Reviews

[Distant horizons]

beautifully written. Full of positives about yourself instead of falling into their trap of negativity. Keep smiling :-)

[Zap-the-awesome]

I love the pure realism in this. There is no guessing what you mean, it's very clear and well written.

[zainul]

You have expressed you eloquently.
Great write.