Chapter 17: RelationA Chapter by JaneeceTyler meets someone.
Tyler.
Things really began to spiral out of control once my mum noticed. My grades were slipping and it was already November. My senior year was blowing by far too quickly for me to handle. College pamphlets scattered the table and taunted me. Yale, Harvard, Princeton. All chosen by my lovely mother. I understood that she only wanted the best for me, but I had begun to believe that the best place for me was six feet under, right where I had put poor Jonathon. The search had been carrying on for a few weeks now and I wondered if they’d ever move the garbage dumpsters and when they did, wouldthey get prints? A strand of DNA lingering in the remains? The possibilities poked prodded at my brain until I couldn’t think without seeing myself with the silver handcuffs tightly on my wrists and that’s when I decided, we had to move the body. I hadn’t bothered with talking to anyone else besides Jacob, Emily and Jeremy. I knew they knew what had happened that night but were too panicked to point any fingers. So we all pretended that it didn’t happen. I rarely hung out with the others from that night anyways, didn’t really hang out with anyone for that matter. But if I did, we kept our accusations and questions to ourselves. We decided to move the body on October 19th, 2010. Exactly a month after the killing. The date had imprinted itself into my brain. I’d never forget it. You’d think that the date of the accident would be one million times more potent. But that night was almost irrelevant compared to the horror my eyes had seen this night. The fear, the pain, it was as if I had taken a step into a different world and seen a glimpse behind the gates of hell. To see death the first time, was merely pure shock. But to view it again… (bad memories held back with a lock). Questions were asked. I felt like the air was stolen. Words exchanged, but I stood silent, tongue swollen. All the air escaped at once (a scream), heard within ear shot. Causing hands over ears, as I stared down at the corpse, starting to rot. As though it weren’t monstrous enough, to stash the body once. But to go back and disturb the dead again. These Satan influenced stunts. We knew we had to make it quick, (faster now, blamed on my scream). We tossed him into the forest, the bag drowned in green. Deep in the dark, we threw branches, dirt and leaves. Left with filthy hands, and red stained sleeves. I tripped, fell and hit my head, everything faded to black. "How could you?" the ghost whispered. "I’m sorry," I said back. I woke up in a stranger’s room, my head still spinning, and memories from my recent encounter, I heard, "This is just the beginning." There was an icepack on my forehead, memories flooded my head as I sat up too quickly, falling back to the comfort of an alien couch. Did they see the body? I had walked a fair distance before I had tripped, but what if they did a little investigating? No one goes into that forest, especially at night, if they know what’s good for them. But we were teenagers, young and naïve, they would probably understand, right? I had realized then that my eyes were squeezed shut, creating a crows feet crease, tight at the corners of my eyes. I heard a feminine giggle. My eyes flew open to a pulchritudinous figure. She stood confident and flawless. Fiery red hair framed her chalk pale skin, curling in at the ends and flowing over her shoulders. Blue sparkling eyes stared forcefully into mine, shining with a gleam of kindness. A gray knit sweater hugged her slim figure matched with light wash, ripped blue jeans. I evaluated her several times before her smiling eyes turned to concern. "Are you alright?" A thick British accent flowed from her tongue as she spoke, eyebrows furrowing together. I nodded and sat up slowly, she rushed to my side, a hand at my back. I smiled at the angel. "Thanks," I spoke slowly, "I was playing a stupid game with some friends and I must’ve tripped." She nodded thoughtfully, taking the icepack from my lap and traveling into what I believed to be the kitchen. It was a wide doorway and I watched as she stashed it away in the large freezer. "My brother helped me bring you in, we were hunting and he almost stepped on you." I was very fascinated by her accent, by her in general. "I was with friends-" "I know," she interrupted, walking back over to the couch. "She and two others were walking back to find you but I told her you were in good hands. She seemed to be in a hurry anyways." I nodded, the town was so small I was surprised I’d never even seen her before, but even still, kindness wasn’t a weird thing to stumble upon. "Tyler, right?" Her faint skin blushed a rosy crimson. "I suppose I shouldn’t pretend that I don’t know your name. Who doesn’t? You’re the star quarterback-" "Was," I cut her off, "I don’t play anymore." She nodded, "I’ve noticed. Well, I’m Ashley Miller and I was about to watch this film, would you like to join me?" In hindsight I really should’ve connected the dots then, maybe I thought it was just a coincidence, avoiding the inevitable truth. © 2013 Janeece |
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Added on March 20, 2013 Last Updated on March 20, 2013 Tags: depression, cutting, eating disorder, murder, love, drugs, mental, illness, suicide AuthorJaneeceCanadaAboutmy name is janeece, i'm 17. i live in canada and i hate how cold it is. i can't wait to get out of here. my passions include writing, musical theatre and fashion. message me, i'm super nice! more..Writing
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