fatal attraction

It comes when I want it least
at a time when im falling apart
to be everything I'd want but to know
I could never claim his heart
His love for another girl keeps me away
but I fight myself so much, I doubt words could say
how attracted I am to this man
and he knows it as well as I
but I doubt he returns it
and I don't question that
how could I?
something so perfect surely
wouldn't want me
in the end the only person
my attraction hurts is me
every time it turned fatal
I felt like dying inside
or just drowning in the puddle,
from all those damn tears
I cried