When I have nothing to write.

Don't you feel like this?

This title doesn't seem appropriate since I am writing right? You might say yeah, while I say no. When I say I have nothing to write it simply means that I'm empty, there isn't anything in me that makes me happy, there isn't any joy, just complete emptiness....nothing at all. When I have nothing to write it's simply because my source of inspiration isn't here. Some may find it easy to write about something else like the environment and stuff but for me if I write about that it would be mediocre. I don't want to write about things that don't come from my heart because then if that happens that was not written by me, it was written by someone else, it's hard to fill a page when all your feelings are contained in you, it really is. Sometimes I wanna cry because of all the sadness I feel. Maybe it's because there are so many complications in my life, five boys and only one I love, three falling out of love slowly and two who might never give up. That one boy that I love is my inspiration. The one I would like to have back in my life.