No Matter the Cost

How are you doing

The question so constant

Attempting intimacy

Without consent

My only protection

From your inquisition

Is to say 'Fine.'

And never change position

If I kept honest

All would run

Because depression is uncomfortable

And you just want fun

I wear a mask of self-confidence

Act like I have a plan

But I'm still guessing

Pretending I can

Everyone wants to be something

But that's where I'm lost

I want to be nothing

No matter the cost.

Author's Note

Just looking for acknowledgement.