In the middle of winter when everything was white and blue,
ice and snow, except for a few thin, grey ghosts of smoke that rose from the
chimneys of small houses, there was a forest. It was the type of forest where
children occasionally, but not often, went missing. In the forest there was a
pond. It was frozen just like everything else. The pond was rarely visited by
anyone when it wasn’t frozen and this winter it belonged solely to a mermaid
and a little boy. The pond wasn’t far from the boy’s home so he visited the pond
and the mermaid frequently. He would take his skates there after school and
dance in circles around the frozen creature. He liked to think that when the
pond melted that he could swim with her and she could teach him how to breathe
under water. Though he knew that she wasn’t there last summer or last winter
and she will probably be gone by the time the world comes back to life. She
will swim deep and far and go to another pond, in another forest, and make new
friends to dance the cold winters away with.
He could tell that she was magic. It
was very obvious to him, and it always bothered him when people told him magic
didn’t exist. There was magic in her grey eyes that were only partly opened.
There was magic in how her hair flowed in every direction, but never moved, and
it was magic how her skin changed color with the time of day and the mood of
the pond. There was magic there. A person didn’t have to look hard for it.
He thinks she’s lost. He thinks that
maybe at one point in time she swam in the oceans, but he doesn’t know. Maybe
she’s not lost and just decided that lakes, ponds, and watering holes were more
inviting than the empty, black depth of the sea. In the ocean there are only
other fish to keep her company, but here there are fish, birds, deer, and all
sorts of other creatures to talk to and share stories with. The kind of stories
only animals that live in the woods still remember, and in return she tells
them about the lost, vacant worlds below the mirrored surface of the sea.
The boy only skates in circles around
the mermaid. Once he was careless and skated over the place where she floated
in the blue glass, his skates scarred the window where he looked down on her.
He thought that her face would be obscured to him forever, but a freezing rain
fell and polished the silvery pond. Now he only dances in circles around her.
As the months drew on, the ice grew
thinner and the boy couldn’t visit the mermaid, at least not yet. That would
have to wait till the summer months, but as soon as the pond started melting
and formed a black watery eye in the middle the mermaid was gone. The boy never
saw the mermaid again, but for that one winter, the pond was theirs.
Late in the following summer the
police found the body of a missing girl in the pond, but it was not the
mermaid. The boy was swimming at the pond the day they found the body and he
saw as they took it out of the water, but he knew it wasn’t the mermaid. The
body was colorless and there was no magic.