old love

this poem is very personal. i wrote this months ago during the peak of my addiction and never read it again til today. im almost a month sober now and want to share my dark past.

i fell in love

i let them take control 

i fell in love with someone 

whos digging me a deep hole

they give me so much 

then make me beg for more

 i say "its over between us"

then i leave and they dont fuss 

days later im crying with no more hope

its hard to move on when your first love was coke.