not possible.

How can i change when nobody else wants me to? It's not possible. 

It's hard to see myself become brand new if everyone will still only see me from an old point of view. Twisted truths and fucked up lies you spread around to help create my dark demise. I sit in my tears while every one just laughs and stares Im trying to escape my old ways but everyone is putting me on this f*****g display  am i not a human no more to any of you? Am i just an object until you no longer like the view? As soon as i was starting to feel okay. You turn it around and make my life once again disarray. As my lack of self worth continues to grow you turn my sadness into your favorite show. But no matter what is said or how many times i am shoved, i can't ever get rid of how much you all once made me feel loved. 

Author's Note

fixing myself