feeling heart.

a remedy for solitude, discomfort, pain and heart wrenching damage. Nothings ever perfect but you.

I’m here with all my heart
I can offer all my love
even if you rip me apart
every push, and every shove
I just long to have you every night
where I can welcome you with warm hugs
Baby just treat me right
You act like you don’t give a f**k.

It hurts that I need you
I breathe and I bleed you
Honor and believe you
And am willing to redeem you
Your lust what keeps you tight
Bring trust to every fight
But if you must leave me alone
Don’t do it at night.

It’s all my fault.
You don’t know
But wow, how could I show
What’s inside my heart
It’s not like it can glow
If you don’t see me though
Just don’t mislead me, go.
Leave me in the dark with my heart cold
Damn I’m breathing in snow.

Save me from my mind
No I am not fine
Yes, I know you thought
But I smile all the time.
You have perfect sight
Not even merely blind.
When I look into your eyes it’s like an reflection of mine.

Help me, I am numb.
Help me, I am dumb.
I’m a lost soul, loser, a worthless a*s bum.
Resentment, I should not tell you this.
Why do I even want you? Why do I care and s**t? Why do I always think about you even though you ain’t there and s**t?
You would think my name was polar, got me feeling bare as this.

I think “heaven is a place on earth with you.”
I’m falling under because I’m not there with you �'"
It’s sad when you want somebody like you do...
That don’t want you, too.

Just tell me anything..
Tell me how you feel?
What have dealt?
How can you deal ?
Why would you stay?
Ugh, I’m sorry if you’re enjoying this but my heart really is upside down.
This hurts me more because she doesn’t even know�'"�'".

Love is real but my heart is evil
It falls for you too easily
It barely even kneels.
I fell this last time like a fat lady, on stairs in 5 inch heels.
Doomed from the start�"to the finish and still.
And no I can’t make this up
This is how I feel.
If you ever read this baby..
You’d be like “wow, are you for real”
Underneath my horrible exterior, within I can feel.
My hearts burning, you should get the f**k out of here
This is not a drill.
Love, hurt, love, hurt, love hurts
I feel broken all the time knowing how it works.
You find a girl and gaze past stars
Then soon to know
“That girl that you think is your baby, is really a dumb little hoe.”
“But why should I care? I really love her though.”
“My guy? Stop saying that. Bro you can’t love no hoe.”
“Man, I hate it when you call her that. I’d really appreciate if you’d just call her Flo”

“Can I deal any longer? Can I feel any stronger? Have I broken girls heart? Yes? But is the Karma? I want to fall in love with the right one.” “In love with the right one ?”
Hell yeah brother, like f**k one night fun.” If Jesus was here, he’d tell me I done right son.”

Guys if you care, just like, comment, or share. I been feeling like this but I guess you might care.. �'"