Distance

This poem can be taken alot of ways, but ultimately it's about looking back to discover ones self. I was inspired to write this early one morning while driving home.

In the early hours of the morning, down this dark and lonesome road
You tend to cros my mind, and I no longer feel alone.
I've held these feelings for so long now, and it cuts me to the bone.
I know one day I'll have to answer for these seeds that I've sewn.
Some guys like me are wild and free; only seeking fortune or fame,
While I seem to be out on the wind; another pawn in a twisted game.
The heart can leave you blind, but also with good direction.
I guess the roads always been my focus and prime selection.
It's eased my heart and dried my tears; seen my blood and scars,
Gave me memories I can't replace and healed my broken heart.
I know this life can't last forever; one of these days I'll have to settle down.
I'm just getting in all the miles I can before that day comes around.
Still wherever I am, she's in my heart and dreams;
That smile that keeps me going; those eyes that tear me apart at the seams.
Maybe I'm too young to be committed; to be honest, I really don't know.
I just wait here patiently with an aching heart, wondering what the future will show.
Many have crossed my path before, but none quite like this.
She seems to accept me for who I am; a certain quality I can't resist.
Most people would look on my life like a heartbroke country song,
Whether I'm out on the town with my boys or taking these miles alone.
I don't ask for much, just respect and a few dollars to get me through.
As long as there's gas in my tank and a six string waiting, I always learn something new.
This ride don't last forever; this train will meet it's end,
But save your accusations until you've seen the places I have been.