the end

          our love story remind same like others .we fight,we laugh everything like other love couples but we dint meet eachother.i asked him twice or thrice to meet but he was not interested.he wanted to meet every risks in future whether its to meet my father or to think about future life.i dont wanna keep insisting because i dont prefer i feel like people to have their own time.i never disturb him during his eve three hours chat with his friends.i gave him every privacy.
         but never understood this privacy gona turn my life upside down.i trusted him .i trusted to hell where i gave him my fb ,email password & username to him but never asked his and it never stricked me to ask him for it.
         three months flew like me living in fairy tale stories.then one day i was on my way back to my hostel from college and was so disturbed.because one of my friend mom committed suicide  bcz she is in love.and i thought its time for me to ask him about our future which i did.but he ignored and i was in such a temper asked him for breakup.
         but in five minutes i realised i was wrong and apologized.but he broke up with me even after i explained my situation to him.i cried almost begged alot but he dint change his mind.
         two days later,his fb status was like he gonna die bcz he cannot take up pain.i apologized to him again .but he said that status is for his girlfriend his current lover but not for me.
         he was just having fun with me.he wanted have gf's and like to flirt with girls.later,his brother said about his true nature oh ARSHU being a flirt and me as one of his victim and apologised to me.
         its been an year but still i cant come out it.................... MY FIRST LOVE.
          wanted to move on .trying still.but dont wanna to trust anyone.trust,love everything gone with my first love which makes me to get afraid  of my future.