jealous,fight,tears

       i am a kind of person who wanted to give equal importance to all and not expecting same back.i told him that i dont wanna forget friends and be only with him like other lovers do and agreed.
       i used to chat with 10 people everyday including him so it took some minutes to reply him back.one day he just went offline without informing and his mobile is in off mode.i got so scared and was trying to reach out every half an hour but no reply.
      he replied me the next day morning while i spent the night crying.but i dint get angry i was scared thinking if something wrong happened.
    i"where were you i tried a lot but u were not in reach r u alright??"
    ARSHU"ya fine just my mobile got broken"
    i"how?? did you fell somewhere??"
    ARSHU"no... i through it away in anger and pain"
    i"what dear what happened ???  "
    ARSHU"nothing"
   i"i was scared whole night crying but u r saying nothing.please dont hurt me.say "
   ARSHU"i hurt u?? i?? what u think?? i m getting hurt... i want u to be with me 24x7 message me call me feel me but you are having fun with your friends...and replied me late "
   i"baby what you r saying i just replied two minutes or one minute late i tried soon to reply you but u took it wrong way "
   ARSHU"i took it wrong way ya right forget it "
  i"k baby from today i wont do that please dont do like that again i love you miss you"
   ARSHU"miss you too"
     his first jealous in form of love made me to feel special.
    from that day i gave importance to him gave him my full time the sooner i get free.the sooner messages flooded his inbox.i went crazy about him.but our relationship remained silent in front of mutual friends.
    we had a mutual friend RAJ he already had break up and i was helping out him to come out of it.all of sudden he proposed me saying i m his only medicine.i was damn shocked but rejected i was clear in my view i dont need raj's money but i need ARSHU's love only him.
    i told him about raj's proposal to my shock ARSHU asked me to accept raj's proposal raj will die of rejection.that day for first time i felt like i have made a mistake of accepting someone in fb.but love for him dint die i yelled at him for giving his gf to someone else.i dint go online and dint attend his call.he tried but i dint i dint expect but when i switched on my mobile his call came and no other way i attended and asked him to come fb and not interested to hear his voice.
   he asked sorry tons of time but i just said one thing
"what will i do if you left me for someone else one more time?"
   but he somehow consoled me.but that day my tears become a unstoppable one.