my first love

            first time i cried for some idiot who hurt me...usually i dont care if people hurt me but i felt good when ARSHU was with me.after noon i went home with severe fever and slept.A call woke me up to my surprise it was ARSHu i felt so special.since i was sleeping he asked me to sleep and cut the call.
           At eve he scolded me for crying for such things .It was first time that someone other than my family member scolded me with full rights.i liked the ay he took his rights over me.then only i came to know he met with an accident that day.first time i cried for someone.still i dint think its love i felt like crying for a friend.
         Next day,
       ARSHU "do u have any problem now and s ur mind clear ?? r u happy?"
        i "ya y u r asking like this??"
        ARSHU"what u will do if i say i like you??"
         i what happened to u before to u asked like this whats wrong with say directly are u in love with me???"i dont no y i asked like that but i just wanted to know.
        ARSHU"yes"
       i "what this much soon?? i dont no i like u basically.but this love i dont no "
        ARSHu "i like u .i feel good being with u.u know i was in love with someone else but she loved my friend.i told you every truth i want u to be mine and dont wana someone to take u as welll.I LOVE YOU BABY"
        my first and first proposal which i accepted full heartedly not like others.i dint ignore.
       i"i love my family i dpont wanna leave them at any cost"
        ARSHU"i dont wanna you to leave them"
         i"what if they dint accept??"
        ARSHU"lets think about that later and now go to sleep its late. good night sweet dreams take care"
         i"what about 143??"
        ARSHU"haha i love you baby"
        i"hmm good night sweet dreams"