I love him

I love him

I love him not

I love him

I love him not

I bounce back and forth

Is he the one

Is he the person I actually feel something for

Can I really love a person

Can I really love him

I love him

I hate him

I can’t decide

He was always there

But then he wasn’t

Here

Gone

He claims he never really left

Why does it feel like he did then

Gone

Here

He always comes back

What if he doesn’t come back this time

What if he’s gone forever

Not dead

But just gone

I love him

I love him not

I love him

I love him not…

I love him