Again.

Dedicated To: Kevin Fordham... boy, did this one hurt.

Every tear I cry
Just reminds me of how much I love you...
Loved you then and still...
Of how shattered my heart is,
Of how weak I am,
Of how damn nice you're being about this.
The more I feel my heart break,
The more I wish so much that I could hate you.
But I can't hate someone I love,
Someone whose memory alone could make me happy...
Nostalgic...
Excited...
Shy...
Heartbroken...
And barrels more of emotions
All. At. Once.
I might be crazy...
Completely insane.
But I'm still me...
Please come back...
I'll beg, I'll cry, I'll plead.
I'll do anything.
I just want you back...
I just want us back...
Again.