veins colapsed

i miss today
i miss the past
i miss my veins because they've collapsed
i hate my life
i hate my friends
this life sucks make it end
i take this pills
i take these drugs
to feel something that is not there
this lifes meaningless
this lifes a lie
oh how i wish i could just die
i miss my love
i miss her so
so damn stupid for letting her go
i sit here asking why
it hurts so much
i wanna cry
sooner or later i'll fade away
noone will remember my dying day
to much to ask
i'm to tired to care
i know my lifes going nowhere
so it is so it shall be
f**k this world and all who hate me
i never like them
never were they my friends
i'd never hang out with people like that
so f**k them too
i really dont care
f**k you
f**k me