Lost

This fight against myself is becoming too much to take

I’m slowly self-destructing

I’m losing self-control.

These thoughts that fill my mind aren’t beneficial to my mental health,

I’m my own worst enemy.

 

I’m too far gone, too far gone

To the point of no return

Gone, gone, gone.

I can’t come back,

I’m so lost, oh so lost.

 

This inner battle has worn me down,

The more I fight,

The Harder I fall.

It’s not supposed to be like this,

Not like this, no, not like this.

 

This painted face of bliss

Hides what lies beneath

Beneath is who I really am,

Beneath is everything that they hate.

Beneath I am screaming, screaming for help

 

Someone please help me

Please free me of this eternal agony

I’ve lost myself, and need to be resurrected

I need a light to lead my through this death darkening hallway

With out it, I’ll be forever lost.

 

I’m too far gone, too far gone

To the point of no return

Gone, gone, gone

I can’t come back,

I’m so lost, oh so lost

 

That would be all...