Dark Feelings

A Poem by ivyheart

This is a collection of negative feelings I have described.

Hurt. Constant throbbing, stabbing shatters of glass into my skin, into my bloodstream…slowly making its way towards my heart. Panic of not knowing how to cure the disease. This dysfunctional disease.

Anger. Flaring up like an unexpected volcanic eruption. No controlling it, it just runs on wildly until it itself cools. Nothing to change its mind.

Blackness. A pit…an abyss. Falling into nothingness. Never-ending nothingness. No sign of the pure, no sign of even an irresolute radiance. Buried deep. Numbness…hollow inside. Locked up tight and chained from the light.

A monster named Regret, eating you up inside. It attacks suddenly, biting upon fragile skin. As it clenches down, blood trickles out in slow streams. Redness spattered everywhere. Nothing but red and the stench of the dying. Until, bit by bit, it eats you till there is nothing left. Nothing left. ~~Nothing~~.

Nobody there for me. Not the slightest touch of anyone there. The constant hollowness of the cold and bitter loneliness. Why is there no one here?