Uncontrollable Actions

My pieces always have a way with words, a way to feel the intensity, to understand its pain, and to grasp its tenacity.

I can’t control my actions

My words, they bleed through my mouth

The careless actions taken over you, by me

Never to understand what those tears meant,

Embracing the color of red,

With every drop, drop, drop of pain

I can’t control my sadness,

The tears in my eyes,

The frown, almost enough to see that I’m not angry

The almost pale color to my skin,

That no one notices but me,

My inner thoughts combined can never make me ask for help,

I keep myself from screaming because my mouth is shut with silence,

I carry myself to the water, wiping every drop let down from my face,

Only to have to wipe those same water marks a second later,

I can’t control my actions

I’m ready now, Can anybody help me?