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You're gone. 
I'm moving on. 
Didn't want to live without you.

Now I Don't know what to do.

 

You said forever, and so did I

Against my pride, I let myself cry.

God my stupid, stupid pride.

 

But the tears are done. And so am I.

Its hard but I'm saying goodbye.

Unless you give me a decent apology,

I dont think theres anything you can say to me.

 

You ignore my emails and my calls.

You and I both have had too many falls.

Yours you claim is from one person and you're broken heart.

Mine's from you and how you seem to tear me apart.

 

One's happiness doesn't depend on another.

It's all within you, my brother.

 

Lately my only wish has been to have a normal life.

To get away from the drama with my heart and a knife.

But I have been a silly girl.

Trying to find an escape in this hell of a world.

 

Define a normal life. You can't get one anywhere between New York and LA.

You can't get one in Sydney nor Pompei.

Life is about ups and downs, obstacles left and right.

And I'm not going to give up without a fight.

 

You think you may have gotten the best of me.

Well leave me be, You've done enough.

Pack your belongings and start your truck.

 

Watch me ride into the sunset. I am on my way.

For though I am with a heavy heart, tomorrow is a new day.

 

Author's Note

people say my inner writer comes out when im upset. this isnt even half of the poem but i thought id just publish this for now