Remember me.

I wrote this two months after a breakup, the only breakup that has ever really broken my heart, to this day I still haven't properly dated, and still cant walk past him in the street.

I don't even remember your scent,
or how your kisses felt.
I don't even remember how to smile,
or how my heart would melt.

I'm trying to remember your touch,
while im scared and breaking down.
I'm picturing you saying you love me,
while winding my noose round.

i feel my heart is broken,
my mind is no longer there.
I know that you would not miss me,
but what's to miss isn't there.