Stay Gold Mini HorseA Poem by chloe
It only darkened my soul
because you used to be gold Now it seems your hearts grown cold but maybe i’m just old news and all I want to do is jump start the fuse but I’ve taken on a heavy mass and the darkness just won’t pass I keep trying to runaway From the truth of our dismay But its hard to pretend anymore That it was nothing but a trap door And I guess I’ve grown cynical In the midst of life and misread signals But If I said I didn't see it coming I would be overtly embellishing I knew deep down something wasn’t right But I prayed I was wrong With all of my might So my heart may be heavy And my soul may be lost But I got what I payed for At the devil’s seducing cost And even though I know I should shut and lock the door My hands just won’t let go In hopes of sparks or something more Its not because I miss you Or its a pain I cannot bear What saddens me the most Is that the love was just not there a lyric that I must recall is that it hurts when it’s nobody’s fault and maybe that’s why I can’t stop the rain or why there’s no one to blame someday’s I accuse me and other days you’re the bee It seems a bit symbolic don’t ya think You’re powerless, but you sure can sting And It really makes you question who you are When without reason, someone gives you back your heart Was something wrong with it, I said He returned a condescending look instead I know sometimes life gets in the way But I guess I was just hoping you would stay Like I said, its not you I miss It’s mostly the feeling of hopeful bliss But from the rocks, up is the only way to go Even in the pits theres a silver line aglow And I’ve finally found you can’t be defined By mistakes, wrong turns, or a whole hearted mind So at least in the end I’ll have this song And a couple lessons from the wrongs I guess that’s what its all about Contrary to ‘hokey pokey’ doubt See it’s just the way it goes Some will stay and some will go But you find yourself in between All of the stumbles and kerosene Life doesn’t stop for time to rewind It only goes forward, even during this rhyme © 2011 chloe |
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1 Review Added on May 24, 2011 Last Updated on May 25, 2011 Tags: life, love, letting go, lost, confused, bored, tired, song, direction, youth, indecisive, understanding, whatever, bull shit, don't know, don't care, poetry AuthorchloeHipsterville, ORAboutA shifter in the world i'm in. Writing to save souls but mostly to save my own. Big dreams don't fit in bubbles, so i'm writing a book with two turtles. Collegiate failure in the pursuit of fun but it.. more..Writing
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