Realization & Confusion

I was going through my old pictures on my facebook because it has some of my oldest pictures. Most of them were with Kyle and it was bringing so much back the littlest things. It really didn't bother me as much as I thought it would.

What really bothered me were the comments I was reading. From people who I used to be so extremely close to. I had so many guy friends and I got along with nearly everyone. I honestly don't know what changed. I thought I had always been the same.

I used to stick up for myself, now I do it a little less than I should & that's because of the town I went to High School with. These people I let them affect me in so many ways. It's honestly sickening.

Comments:

"Love this, love you, love your face. Tomorrow<3"

"i finally clicked on this picture and realized y u wer my bestfriend" smile emoticon

"pretty sure we r married"

"this girl be smokin:)"

those last two were from my best friend at the time. & it brings tears to my eyes that I just let all of these relationships fall to pieces. & I can't even tell you why or how it got to be this way.

Everyone stuck together after high school and I quickly faded apart.