Guilty

Steal a moment from my past
I would live there and stay
never need any future
future shocks on every coming day
this tone this rhyme never were mine
but this me now and i know how i look
like a drunk with a sip of wine!!
you think I’m under no real situation
and all what i go through is an exaggeration
maybe yes, i can’t tell not in a state
but i know the sadness i feel is real
i feel like i face tragedies from the widest gate
you still not convinced ?!!
shall i tell you how I’m stressed ?
it’s like in every single moment i wait
my head to explode my heart to face its fate
this is not me
and this life is not mine
who am I ? what am I ?
I’m an escapee
guilty of no reason to live
and no reason to die

Reviews

[Rhayne]

Another good one. I can relate. I feel I have no reason to live sometimes too and then suddenly, I'm reminded of all the reasons I intentionally forget. I look at those beautiful brown eyes looking up at me and that sweet little voice calling me MeMa. Then, I don't have a reason to die. Sure, like everyone, I would like sometimes to pick the most pleasing part of my past and go back there and live out the rest of life. But then, I wouldn't have that beautiful little grandson to remind me that my life is better than it was even back then.

[Malise Haligree]

I feel those first three lines so strongly.

[For Mariposa]

Thank you Malise, my first language is not english that's why I kinda lose the harmony and structuring somewhere in my lines

[For Mariposa]

thank you Rhayne, so glad you went on reading more of my poems, I'm a native Arabic speaking and English is just my other language so sometimes I can't express my ideas in a proper way. But im so glad that you liked it and that gives me a big support to do more>