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Between happiness and misery
Unfeeling
Don't know where I belong
If I ever have
If I ever will
A mishappen puzzle piece
Too big or too small
Too slow or too fast
Something feels wrong
My smiles, my hellos
Rehearsed in my mind
Too tight or too loose?
Am I too rigid to be any fun?
Tight as a rod I am
Unbendable
Some bear physical scars
I bear emotional scars
Isolation was the razor
My tears or no tears
My blood

Packing my thoughts into words on a page
It's the best I can do
Nothing less, nothing more
To form my thoughts into spoken words
An unaccepted challenge
I will never fully complete