unwinding continued

Prologue and this chapter has connection

That is why he was thinking when was entering in the same house in which he entered when he was a child. He was walking forward and remembering how much his father is now hopeless nowadays regarding himself a failure and he walked into the kitchen as she called him "Aray Arsalan, beta yahan aana tou" (Arsalan please come here). She was making dough. He walked in kitchen answering "Jee ammi" (yes mummy) and sat on the small counter of the the small kitchen.

-"Aaj parhai kaisi gai aur commerce ka kiya hua aur papa razi hua parhanay par, pura waqya batao na beta din ba din tumhe tou pata hai woh kaisay hotay ja rahay hain" (how was your studies today and what about commerce and did your father agree to teach you, tell me the whole story my son, aren't you know how much he is changing day by day from bad to worse)

"Haan commerce tou mil gaya par abba razi nahi huay. Main dou bajay k kareeb un k paas bedroom mein gaya tha woh apne students ki copy an check kar rahay thay aur unke paas bath kar Unko bataya bohat khushi k abba mujhe commerce ka subject mil gaya. Aur aap ko hi mujhe commerce parhana hoga kyun k aap tou jaante hain k mujhe aap k ilawa kisi se maths samajh nahi ata tou unho ne kaha k main parhaoon ga tou zaroor fail hogay" (yes I got commerce but abba did not agree. I went to him in his bedroom approximately two o clock today this afternoon. He was checking the copies of his students sitting on the floor without fan. I sat beside him and told him happily that I got the subject commerce and you have to teach me because you know that I don't understand maths from anyone except you so he said in reply that if I would teach so you will be definetely failed.).

-"ro tou mat beta tumhari koi galti nahi hai dekhna waqt sub sahi kar dega "(don't cry my son, there is not your mistake, time will balance everything you will see the change)

"Nahi mummy unko main ne kabhi itna hopeless nahi dekha aur aaj Unko itni karwi baatein karta huay dekh kar meri saari him at jawab dey gai"(no mummy I have not see him ever in my life so much hopeless as he was today and today after seeing him talking so negatively my all strength has gone).

-"Unko kisi psychologist k paas ley jaao ho sakta hai phir sub theek ho jaye kyun ke unki zahni tandroste bohat matter karti hai" (take him to any psychologist may he get well because his mental stability matters very much for us)

"Unko kisi psychologist ki nahi apne beta ki zaroorat hai aur beta kitna hi samjhaye guthno pe bath kar hath unke pakar ke k paisa ek cake ki icing hai liken woh sub samjhne hain mummy tou phir psychologist kiya karay ga" (he doesn't need any psychologist he is in need of his son and son how much realizes him on his kneels by holding his hands that money is just an icing on the cake but he understands everything mummy so what can a psychologist do).

He left silent after saying "Woh ek musam if hai aur main unki Kitaab parhnay wala jisay dee gai paheli haal karni hai aur pehle hai zindagi" (he is a writer and I am the reader of his book who has to solve the given riddle and the riddle is life)

-"Tum aur Tumharay abba aisi mushkil baatein hi karna"(you and your abba talk difficult words)


"This is what he taught me and this is what I am following"