My True Love

  I sat down at the hardwood desk, thinking about what to write. My mind spiraled down a thousand diffrent paths, each one leading to disaster.

  "I can't do this," I turned the rolling chair around and came face to face with my roommate.Her silky blond hair flowed gentely down her back to her hips. Her sparkling blue eyes glared at me as if I did something wrong,again.

  "Why won't you just write the letter already? Geez." She turned on her hell and walked away leaving me to my peace once more. I questioned myself as to why she came in her just to tell me that.

  Whatever, my mind rolled the words across my brain. I turned back around and began to write as tears filled my eyes.

     To my Dearest,

        

              I know that I have said that I don't love you, but all that was a lie. I could not understand why I could never tell you how I really felt. All I really want to say is that I have loved you since you first said you loved me. I was afraid, but not anymore. My father can not keep me from loving you if you will please say it back. I really do love you.

           

                   Until My Last Breath

 I signed my name with my favorite pen and softly kissed the letter that would never be sent. I folded it up and stowed it away in my pocket so as to think of him always.

 "Love will find me someday," I whispered the words so no one but me can hear. "My sweet lover." I walked away knowing  that I should send the letter, but afraid of the answer he may give if it ever found him. 

Author's Note

This was written for someone I truely love and will probly never see for the rest of my life. I Love You With All My Heart.