9/13/17

He calls me beautiful like its my name.

And sometimes he calls me a b***h like this s**t is a game.

My heart stops and I bite my tongue, trying my best not to succumb to the terrible things he's saying.

I keep praying that things will get better and maybe it's just today's weather.

But somehow we always come back to these same battles.

And it makes my whole f*****g world rattle.

I've been beaten with harsh words my whole entire life and I just have to accept this?

They always say that relationships are hard but I never thought it would leave me this scarred.