Part 4A Chapter by emmaWhen I’m all cleaned up,
that person takes me to a new room that smells faintly of stale coffee. It’s a
great improvement. “Thank you, John,” Cam
says and takes my arm. I clutch her, thankful for
the anchor. She’s not as sturdy as Ken had been, though, and I find myself
wishing for his support. Cam guides me to another
ridiculously uncomfortable chair and I sit. I listen as people shuffle into
whatever room we’ve been relocated to, and wait for someone to start speaking.
I’m still holding Cam’s arm firmly. “You’ve caused us quite a
hassle, Elexa,” Cam finally tells me, her voice thick. I shrug as an apology and
get to the point. “Do you believe me yet?” “Yes,” Cam says
cautiously. “We believe you.” I relax a bit. “Good.” “And we’re going to get
you help.” “What?” “Elexa, you cut out your
own eyes because you thought you were killing people with your gaze. You
obviously need help.” “I’m not crazy!” I shout.
“I did kill people with my eyes!” “No!” I scream. “You can’t
send me away! No one understands!” “You"” “You told me you believed!”
I’m panicking now. “You lied to me!” I can feel her stony gaze
trained to my face. “Elexa, we believe you cut out your own eyes but we don’t
believe you did it because you were murdering people with your gaze.” “Please,” I whimper.
“Don’t send me away.” She touches my shoulder
tenderly. “It’s okay, Elexa. You’ll get the help you need there.” And that’s the end of our
conversation. The next morning, I’m
forced into a car and driven to a loony bin. Cam sits next to me the whole ride
and offers her sincerest apologizes, and I can hear pretty clearly that my
uncontrollable sobbing is making her uncomfortable. But nothing is on my mind
but the fact that I’m going to be in a Mental Hospital in a matter of a few
hours. When the car finally jerks
to a final stop, my wails become more intense. They actually have to gag me to
shut me up. Someone strong and powerful lifts me out of the car and hoists me
over his shoulder, then proceeds to carry me despite my pleas and kicks and
punches. A door opens, and there’s
an unfamiliar voice greeting us. “Hello. I assume this is Elexa?” It’s a woman.
She sounds older. “Yes, it is,” Cam says for
me. “I hope you’ll take good care of her.” I can hear the old woman’s
uncomfortable smile in her voice. “Oh, we take excellent care of all our
patients.” “I’m not a patient!” I
scream. “I’m a murderer! I’m not crazy, just a killer!” Now I can hear how
frazzled this old woman is. “Oh, my, well, bring her right inside, please.” And so the man I’m still
slung over the shoulder of does just that. The next thing I know, I’m laying on
a stiff bed and everyone is leaving. I feel Cam’s lips near my
ear. “Be good, Elexa. I’ll check up on you every now and again.” Then she does the oddest
thing. She bends down and presses her lips to my forehead for a split second
before rushing off and shutting the door firmly. I start to cry again,
thinking, if only I’d slit my throat
instead of carving out my eyes that day. But alas, I did not, and
now I’m here, trapped in a place where if I’m totally honest about my situation
and the torture I endured, it’ll only get me more crazy meds to take. © 2012 emma |
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3 Reviews Added on May 6, 2012 Last Updated on May 6, 2012 AuthoremmaCanadaAbouti'm emma and i watch a lot of TV and movies and read a lot of books and come talk to me about that i would love to talk with you also: i write things every once and a while more..Writing
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