can't get no satisfaction

10/31/18 - one time in residential they had us write a letter to someone we would never see again. that's kind of what i was thinking about and what i was going for with this.

You can taste desperation in the way she kisses you;

She pushes herself against you, tangles your hair up in her fingers, monopolizing your attention

Her tongue sliding along yours with a needy force, her mouth a black hole eager to suck you in

So empty and deprived of her own love, she searches for a substitute within you

Her body begs silently for something you can’t provide

And her legs part quickly

She radiates a pathetic kind of wanting,

Craving to feel whole again

And

You know meaningless sex will only break her confidence and pride further

The next morning she’ll wake up even more alone than before

And though you’ll probably forget this girl within the next year,

This messy one night stand will lurk in the back of her mind for the rest of her life

You know this

But still, your lips press back, your body leans into her shaky embrace

Your kiss radiates a different sort of eagerness, one tainted with malevolence

But if she notices, she doesn’t show it

She’s too busy taking advantage of your willingness to take advantage

The drinks are downed, the clothing gone, the lights dimmed

And I’m sure you know the rest