"i don't want to hurt you"

5/21/18 - I'm not totally sure what I meant by this, but then, I rarely do.

No, please do

Sink your claws into the tender recesses of my brain

And tear my morals to pieces

Why go easy when I want you to desecrate me

And while you're busy crushing my sense of self to a pulp

Remember

This is what I want

This is what I asked for

I'm begging

For you to scrape out every last shred of decency

I have left

Free me from these mental confines and blur my inhibitions

Why would I need any of it when I have you