Alone with you

Weird feeling, innit?

I’d learned to cope with
Being alone, when I
Was by myself
But it hurts
So much more
Now that I’m with you
When I am not sunbathing
In your light
It is midnight blue
The nights feel longer
And I draw my shades
And close my door
During daylight
I ache and rot
I must stink
And lack of you
Is a funeral a minute