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I look into to the sky and wonder when I will return home.
Stuck here in a world that is not my own.
Torn, broken, surrounded by people yet still so alone.
Alone in existence.
Absent in forgiveness.
Plagued by chaos and false beginnings.
Plagued by a past lost without repentance.
Lost lives full of vengeance.
Looking in my mirror wondering, "who is this?"
This strange figment but no imagination.
Standing before me filling with deep rage and unwanted hatred.
Hatred for this damned nation.
Hatred motivated by hate.
Hatred desperately trying to destroy my faith.
Yet in these dark hours, I think it's already too late.

Reviews

[MadalaJose]

The persona is nostalgic. s/he wants to go home. lines like "I look into to the sky and wonder when I will return home", "Hatred desperately trying to destroy my faith. " "Alone in existence. /Absent in forgiveness." Hints that the home that the person is talking about is not an earthly home. The persona wants to go to heaven s/he his/her face is being chocked by the "Hatred motivated by hate". I like it, I can relate to it also, there are time I also just wanna leave. But well, sometimes I feel like my leaving will make it even worse. I just wanna make the change that I can. Beautiful friend, thanks for sharing