Your poison to me now...

Hmm I'd been feeling a bit off for a while and so hadn't written anything, finally just now I found a way to express a few things so that's what this is really...=/

Do you remember when we held hands after all that kissing?

Do you remember when you told your friends it was me you were missing?

How could you just become so very ice cold?

I understand I'm not yours to hold...

So now I'm shattered by this loss, I feel oddly broken down,

Because over my heart you left the faintest cross...

My mind cannot comprehend why we couldn't have just stayed friends,

[nor can my heart...]

Why are you making this so hard to make amends?

[we did always make each other happy]

I know I can't say I'd be with you over...him,

[it just wouldn't work out.]

And I know you never wanted feelings for me to begin,

And so now I gourge myself with poisonous regret,

[for ever hoping for more than a few weeks of feeling from you]

I pray and pray soon I'll forget,

So until then I stay bitter and buried under weights of guilt,

I suppose we'll never get to winter to see the flowers we sat by wilt...

Oreos by the river and strawberry ribena bottles side by side,

Kisses so sweet...

[kisses so forbidden..]

I secretly longed for us to never divide.

I read your screen name day after day,

And I realise just how true it is to me...

'A Touch Of your Poison truly Seals My Fate.'

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

Hmph, not my best by far I just suddenly wanted to write, thanks to a dear friend of mine <3

Reviews

[Spilled Her Guts in Cur..]

very emotional


good job (y)

[Everything Happens For ..]

it is actually quite close to one of your best,
one of my favourites anyway, by far
i love it, almost as much as I love you