I'm not crazy I'm just a little unwell.

Tis a mixture of feeling from inside. I'm glad I can write again.

What is this stabbing pain deep inside?

What is it that is making my unknown sadness harder and harder to hide?

Why is this thing making it hard to breath?

Why can’t I remember where from whence my happiness did leave?

Why do I listen to the saddest of songs?

As if it is for something I long,

Yes I do long for the one I love,

The one I crave for,

The one I live for,

But the hole inside has never been so wide,

And its making me scared that the future has lied,

What if something is coming and I’m feeling its effects beforehand?

What if something happens and I cannot find my feet when I land?

I don’t want to be alone,

I just want his arms to let me return to my only home,

But I just feel so bleak,

Maybe I should get some more sleep,

But life keeps me awake,

Life swirling around, thoughts that just make me almost break,

The darkness consumes me,

Peeling me eyes open tight,

Not allowing me to melt into the music of the night,

But I still manage to find strength to wake up no matter how little I sleep,

And I still find things that make sure I don’t weep,

For example the love that shines from inside him,

The love that isn’t just a childish whim,

 Nothing has ever been so true,

As the love that flows between me and you,

And it is knowing that this love will never end,

That keeps my heart beating,

That will keep me going till the end.

You’re the reason.

 

Reviews

[Spilled Her Guts in Cur..]

Aww that was beautiful! You love rhyme, btw. I have noticed.

AND my favourite line:

'Not allowing me to melt into the music of the night,'

Metaphors ftw.

[Wolfwind Words]

Even though the fear of the unknown future, we hold on to love and continue on!
I like the delima you present and what keeps you going!
Great Write! :)