I Don't Understand

Why?

Why does he ask me about it everyday?

Why can't he just go away?

I'd wish we never talk about.

Why is it always me?

I really don't understand why?

 

Doesn't he see I don't want to talk about it?

I don't like hearing the things he says.

Things that aren't even true.

It kinda makes me angry.

I still don't understand why?

 

I hate talking about it.

It happens every week and day.

It really hurts me.

Just all the cruel things he says.

Why can't he just leave me alone?

I don't understand.

 

Why can't he just forget about it?

Why?

He's put me through a lot of pain.

I made it clear.

He still won't listen.

Why can't he just let it go?

I really don't understand.

 

The things he says are hard to avoid.

I try not to listen.

But I can't ignore the words that come out.

It has made my life terrible

Thinking about the conversations.

I just can't understand why.

 

Why does he have to make a big deal about it?

It was something that came and went quickly.

Doesn't he see I have a life to live on for?

It's hard to hear it everyday.

I can't seem to understand why.

 

Is he just saying these things?

Things to make me mad?

Or is this something else?

It makes no sense.

As if i even care about these mean words.

 

Is it okay to wonder why?

As I sit here asking myself.

Is it okay to wonder about the mean stuff he said?

I wish I could just go back in time.

Back to stop whatever happened.

I just simply don't understand.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Reviews

[shannon]

yay im s-m-r-t smart! haha

[Deepshikha]

That's wonderfully stated and the confusion (and emotion) was well captured. Nice write. ^_^

[Becca :)]

this is really good. i like all the questioning with no answers. sometimes it is good to just ask why. i can totally relate to this too. nice work. =]

[Shadows of Sight]

You can always think about the why people are they way they are. thats Sociology and Psychology. I think you have posed your question in life clearly and it sounds that it is a re-occuring thought. Best answer is.... Sometimes when people don't get what they want, or things don't go they way they expect, they become deluded and feel the need to rub it in, bring it up. Something to try and get a reaction out of you, so they feel better, as they themselves are unable to get over it. What ever it is.

Good flow, good write expressing what you are feeling. :)

[.:LiSa!:.]

i really like it, i can def relate to this and i think i no hus it about too

[Nova]

I liked this. Some times people can be frustrating and what not. You did a good job expressing what you feel. Keep up the good work.