Trapped

He had no idea how much he meant to me. I could literally list a thousand things i loved about him... and i had many times. It was evident that he did not share the feeling i had, but I could not blame him for that. He was as nice as he possibly could be in his rejection, not knowing that this would only make me want him more. I always seemed to come back to him, no matter how hard i tried to move on nothing ever felt right. I continued to give up people who cared about me because i was so wrapped up in him. He was completely oblivious of the fact that i loved him and there was nothing he could do to change this. I had not moved on with someone else as it had appeared i did, every moment i was with someone else i was thinking of him. I was unfair, why did he have this hold over me that i couldn't escape?

-Incurableangel