Gloria

This is the face of a broken heart finding out that my friend, Gloria Delorme has passed away,. This is the face of someone who had a giant piece of her taken away. This is just a miniscule fraction of my pain right now. Gloria was supposed to come out of surgery to correct her Moyamoya. she was not supposed to go into a coma but instead tell her stories of how God spoke to her as she came through the coma, hear about her roaring rivers of love she could feel with God healing her. She was supposed to share her LIFE testimony to everyone. She was supposed to be a living miracle!! I know you are with God right now & I know this is what he wanted for you. I know you are no longer suffering & how dare anyone say we have to be brave, carry on with smiles, love, little green tree frogs, hydrangeas & lillies because hydrangeas & star lillie's were her favorite. But somehow I just can't right now because MY GLORIA, my giggly, big hearted, all things beautiful & sweet Gloria has been taken away. MY heart is broken, reduced to tears, laying on my floor in my living room. All I am left with is a broken heart full of anger, that she won't be shouting, laughing & grinning about her miracle to the world. That is how I see Gloria, happy, smiling, red faced, boundless amounts of energy with her hands clasped at her heart. I know my emotions will return to normal one day but for now, I am broken & very angry that Gloria doesn't get to come back to us all, I know this is God's will so please just let me feel this. I love you Gloria! You will always be with me! See you when I leave this earth, bring Paul, Barb & My Daddy to meet me at the Gate! Can't wait to see you all. Love you. I will try to keep in mind Gloria, the next time I go to squash a bug that "Bitter people kill bugs!!" Forgive me though but Gloria, I killed one earlier today.

Author's Note

When I get on laptop, I will upload in writing her picture.