Introduction

Starting point

Flashing back my mind, I realized there were so many horrible things happened  in my life. From the beginning to the present time I have being running for my life the entire time. I avoid those things that I couldn't face or fear what would happen if I face them.

During those days, a cold hearted person. I had no emotion, don't know how to love someone even towards my family. I also hate myself, I hated so much that I tried to kill myself three times. After my 3rd time, I found that no how i try to kill myself, God just won't let me. Its almost like, there is a meaning to live. From that, I start looking foreward and wanted to find the meaning of life!

After moving to USA, for the past 7 years, i have being isolated (not open minded).  In school i showed my appearance as a cold blooded person, the only fun things I do is to make fun of others, and everyday in my life style seems to be the same over and over.

Turning point

My days of been isolated isn't last very long.

I fall in love with a girl name Mei. 

When I met Mei, everything changed! My style, personality, and I finally see who I am as a person. I remember how to be socialize and in fact falling in love is a good thing.