Fear of Love...

Ami promises she will never fall in love again, but that’s easier said than done. She meets a guy who won’t leave her alone, what happens when they fall in love? Will she accept that it's love?

Love. The thing I fear the most.

I have only felt it once. Very strong love. One that when it ends you want to curl up into a ball and cry your heart out.

I have loved and lost. One love. One loss.

It really is true when they say, ‘you only realise how much you love them when you let them go’.

I can’t go to sleep at night. Worried I might see his face. Scared that it will let him slip back into my mind. I try to fight the tears but fail miserably. The tears stream out like a waterfall. I need to get away from here.

I practically sprint out of my bottom floor apartment. I don’t care if people see me like this.

I’m not going anywhere in particular, just seeing where my heart takes me!

But I’ve done that before and-no, don’t think of him!

But it’s too late, I see him. Staring into my eyes, telling me he loves me and that he’ll protect me forever.

I start to make a scene, screaming “Why? Why me?”.

Everybody stares but I don’t care, these people aren’t important to me.

I crash down onto the park bent next to me and throw my head in my hands.

Why me? Why did it have to happen to me? What did I do wrong?

Those questions always went unanswered, but they still flood my mind...

Author's Note

I had a whole Summary planned out but it wouldn't fit, grammar is not that good, any feedback would be much appreciated, constructive criticism is welcome, thanks for taking your time to read my story.