You won't miss me.

realizing that your ex boyfriend isn't going to want you back or miss being with you.

For the past few days,

I've been wondering,

What you're thinking,

And how you're feeling about everything

Now that we're not together. 

Do you miss the way,

I gently ran my hands through your hair?

Do you miss the way-

Oh, who am I kidding?

We never did anything meaningful enough

Or often enough for you to miss it. 

You're probably happier 

And lighter without me. 

Without having to worry about 

Where our relationship is going

Or how to fix the problems that are growing

And slowly

Stretching us apart.

Yeah, who am I kidding?

You're never gonna want me back.

I'm not even sure I'd want you back.

If you ever wanted to ask. 

I don't think I could go through another heartbreak so soon.

I don't even know why I miss you like I do.

We never really had anything to talk about,

But I guess when we did,

I always enjoyed myself.

You would make me laugh

And I would make you laugh.

Then I would realize that the bad times weren't so bad.

But you never thought the way I did. 

The good times would just remind you of the bad times

Then you would think of the bad times and how rare the good times were.

And you would come to the conclusion that the good times

Weren't worth it. 

But you'd push it to the side,

And you'd doubt the doubt you had. 

Until just recently,

When we decided to end it.

Yeah, I doubt that you miss me...

Reviews

[quinfinn]

i have been to the place you describe here too many times, but...you have expressed those feelings so well that i actually found myself remembering just how awful those feelings are, very nicely written and , there's something in your writing style i find very attractive, maybe...similarities to my own? anyway...great write!!!