I'm Hating Loving you

I'm at a loss for words here...

Love

&

Hate

 

Pain

&

Pleasure

 

There are two people inside of me 

relentlessly,

fighting over control of my emotions

 

O ne hates the sight of your name

Because it brings her pain

To think of what she's lost

 

Yet,

The other

Loves the sight of your name

She loves how hearing it said

Sounds like a measure of music in a song 

It brings her pleasure

Because she enjoys thinking of how it used to be

 

They give each other dirty looks

But they don't realize that they both feel pain

and that they are both torn

When one is hating you, the other one is loving you

and it's because they can't agree to feel one way

It hurts them.

They both want to feel the same.

And it's a shame

 

They can't agree how to feel about the situation...

How sad...